stop me if you’ve heard this one before. happy may day pinko!

it is funny to have a dominant emotion be loneliness.
only funny because when i was younger, even though it felt awful, there was a certain crispness or even unknown youthful naive romance to it.
but now that it has persisted for so long, it is just boring in that it is so predictable. it is dulling and in someways even castrating to feel a particular negative emotion at such a slow and relentless pace.
anything that was a little bit secretly Paris in the 1920s about this is quite gone and now it is only now.
talking about this seems so dumb, but curious to realize how uncurious it is.

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